Ivonne’s story
June 7, 2011 in Meet a Dream Act Student by domenic
Hi—my name is Ivonne Aguilera and I would like to share my story.
My parents brought me and my brothers to this country at a young age. I was eight years old; my sister was four; my brother was twelve. We were all young, but one thing I do remember is that we were coming to Chicago to see my dad. My dad had two years living in Chicago already, but that wasn’t the first time he has been here in the U.S. He actually was here in ’87, if I am not mistaken. Anywho, I was brought here when I was 8 years old like I had mentioned and I remember when we arrived to Chicago. It was a beautiful place in my eyes—a place I never imagined in my life that I would come to—but thanks to my parents I made that trip and it completely changed m life.
I think it had been about two weeks since we arrived when my mom signed us up for school. I was scared at first because people around me were speaking a language I had never heard before, but I was also excited. Thankfully the school my mom signed us up for had a bilingual program and the teacher spoke English and Spanish. I began school at the same grade I was when I left Mexico—the 5th grade.
I wasn’t the only student who didn’t speak English because most of the class was in my same shoes. I learned English so fast that I think by my 3rd month or so I was speaking a little bit. I really liked the language and it was a piece of cake for me, but I think it was because I was young. I was in the bilingual program for 2 years—the 5th and 6th grade. In 7th grade I was put in a regular English class. To be honest, it wasn’t hard at all for me; I adapted to the language and this country so fast. I finally made it to my 8th grade; thus far, for me that was the best year. I graduated 8th grade as a Principal Scholar and Leadership student. My parents were proud.
I began High School in the year 2006. I attended a Charter School—it was really good but also very strict. It was hard, but I got use to it. All those years in school for were like nothing—in my mind I was another person; another student trying to go to school. But it wasn’t until my sophomore year when I found out that I was undocumented. Why? Because a lot of my friends were getting their state ID and so on. I wanted also wanted to get my ID, so I came home and told my mom and she said to me that I couldn’t. I asked why and she said it’s because you are undocumented. I was confused at first, but then they explained it to me and I understood.
However, I didn’t let that stop me. I kept on doing what I was doing. Also, I was part of a program called T.E.A.M (Tutoring to Educate for Aims and Motivation) in the Erie Neighborhood House. I was part of the program all four years in my high school. Finally my senior year came; I was excited that I was going to graduate, go away to college and all, but one thing I never thought was that just a nine-digit number was going to be my problem.
I remember when it was time to fill out the FAFSA, all my classmates pulling out their information and their parents’ also, but it wasn’t until it came to it being my turn and I couldn’t provide any of the information needed. Next class, when we walked in the teacher said “Take your laptop, log in, and get started”, she came to me and about five more students in class and said to us “Sit all the way in the back, only let the students who can fill this out sit in front so we can help them.” In my mind, I was like “wow.” I felt ashamed, mad; I wanted to walk out of class—I didn’t want to be there. At that very moment, my world crashed, the teacher also said “Find something to do, or keep yourself busy, if I have a chance I will work with you guys.” For me that was it; I was done. I stopped applying to schools, scholarships and all. I gave up—I didn’t even try in that class. The only thing I did was get my work done and pass the class. It was like that for me the entire semester.
A couple of days passed. I was walking down the hallway and I bumped into the school principal. He said to me “Hey, Ivonne,” I said “yeah, Hi” and he said to me: “We received a scholarship from Erie House that was given to you, but I unfortunately have to inform you that we decided not to give it to you because you don’t meet any of the requirements.” I said “a scholarship? I didn’t even know. What were the requirements?” He said “For the student to be a citizen or resident. So, we decided to give it to another student. Sorry about that—maybe next time.” Then he walked away. I wanted to cry; I wanted to walk out and not be there. But I didn’t; I told myself that I was going to keep my head up high because I have nothing to be ashamed of. It wasn’t until I came home and told my parents about it that I just broke down. I was mad at myself, my parents and the world.
At that moment I wished I didn’t exist, but thanks to my mom I was able to get back up and not give up. Why? Because she used my brother as an example and said to me anything is possible. My brother was (and presently is) attending Dominican University, and thanks to the school and private donors he has all his four years paid off. I took my brother as my example and picked myself right back up. Even though I picked myself right back up, I still wasn’t in the mood to apply for schools or scholarships. So I stopped—all I did was make sure I passed all my classes and graduate.
Finally, June 12, 2010 came. It was graduation day. I graduated from high school. I didn’t graduate with honors or anything fancy, but what was important to me was that I graduated. I graduated high school. I graduated high school with no idea of where I was going to school, but I knew sometime later I was going to figure it out. After my high school graduation I had my T.E.A.M graduation. I graduated from the program because I began my freshman year there until my senior year. Little did I know that T.E.A.M would raise money since the beginning of the first year for any student until their senior year. All the money they raised was use to give each student a scholarship to attend college. That same night, the day of graduation, was when I found out, thank God I had some money that would help me attend college, but that wasn’t it.
The same night of graduation they gave out awards and so forth. I remember how the year before that my brother was given the most important award of the night called “El Corazon De Oro” and I said to myself “I wonder who will be getting that award this year”. A few minutes after that my parents asked me do you know who will get “El Corazon De Oro” and I said that I didn’t.
Twenty minutes after that, they began giving out the awards, finally it came to the most important award, they began off by giving a story of a young girl who was a great example and so on, so I said, “well I guess it’s a girl.” Right after that I hear them say “Ivonne Aguilera.” I was in shock; my eyes got watery and my parents jumped out of their seats; my dad began yelling “Yeah, woohoo, Ivonne” and my mom was crying. I was called up to the stage with my mentor and handed the award by the person who gave it out. It wasn’t until then that I found out that receiving the “Corazon De Oro” you were also to receive $500 added to your scholarship. I was happy—at the end I found out I received a scholarship of $2,500. Yes, I was happy.
I went on with my summer like normal—enjoying it, having fun and all—until July, when my mother asked me where I was going to school. I said that I didn’t know. She said to me that she didn’t care where I went—what she wanted was for me to go to school. She began being a pain in my butt about school and then forced me to go to Harold Washington College to apply. I applied and from there—I followed every step to sign up for classes. Unfortunately, all classes were full and I was sent over to Truman College, where I was able to sign up for classes.
Thankfully, I worked in the summer and saved up money to pay for school. My tuition was $1,400 and since the school offered payment plans I was able to pay it off. I first had to pay 30% of the total amount and then had three months to pay the rest off. So, every month I was making payments of $295. Thankfully I had (and have) a job, so I was able to pay it all off by myself because my parents didn’t have money to help me pay. For the second semester, I transfer to Harold Washington because it was closer to my house. But there, unfortunately, I was only able to get into one class because I was only able to afford one. For one class I paid $400 and also did a payment plan.
Ever since my second semester I have been going to schools to find out how fast I can finish because I want to be a nurse, but many of the schools I have gone to have rejected me. Why? Because I don’t have a nine-digit number. I haven’t let that stop me—I have been looking and looking and thankfully I came across St. Augustine College. I went to check it out; they don’t have a nursing program but they offer a Bachelors’ of Science in Respiratory Therapy. I asked if being undocumented was going to be a problem and they said no, so now I plan to attend St. Augustine College in the fall. I am expected to graduate in 3 years, which I am excited about, but since tuition is pricey I am still trying to figure out how I am going to pay $4,250 per semester. I am also not letting that stop me from going to school. I have had my ups and down, but just because I don’t have a nine-digit number, I am not letting that stop me from going to school.














